Sunday, November 8, 2009

Pecan Harvest, 102 pounds

The pecans came a few weeks earlier this year.

I know this because I remember picking them up last year,
still great with child -
bending, kneeling, reaching,
feeling contractions and the fall breeze.

After the baby was born, my family came to visit
and they picked up a good many as well.
We sat around the table,
picking through the nuts and shells,
visiting and welcoming new babe.

This year I had all these collected by mid-October,
and the store down the road that advertises
Baits, Ammo, and Pecan Cracking,
was still closed for the season.
These bags had to wait until last Monday to be cracked.
40 cents a pound for cracking
or 50 cents a pound for
cracking, shelling, and blowing.
I say, "Yes m'am" to 50 cents a pound
and the lady nods,"Pick'em up t'morrow."

Yes, 102 pounds of pecans.

And that doesn't include the ones I already gave away
to Grandma Doris, Mamaw Glenda,
or Hazel and James R.

They fell in spurts. More on windy days of course.
They are easier to spot after mid-morning,
when the sunlight reflects
a soft shine on the shell, like a satin finish.

Baby girl was on my hip this year,
or in the stroller,
or playing in the grass nearby,
or taking a nap.

I'm sure this will be our tradition around her birthday,
just as oldest son knows,
"The figs are getting ripe. That means it's almost my birthday."


What will I do with 102 pounds of pecans?
Well, first I put them up.
That means I pick out all the shells, and any of that brown bitter material that sometimes gets stuck in the grooves of the pecan.
The work is quite enjoyable, and lends itself to pleasant conversation.

Then I put the pecans in quart-size
freezer bags in my freezer.
That's it.
In the winter, we like to toast them
in an iron pan on the wood stove with a dab of butter and salt.

We also like to make Christmas turtles
with caramel and chocolate,
pecan pie, pecans sprinkled on salad, pecan pralines...

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Source of Joy

"Please. Please don't go to work today. " I whispered, as tears dripped onto the bathroom floor. Slowly I pulled my hair out of my face and into the everyday ponytail. "I've been up all night, and ... I just don't think I'm going to make it through the day. There's no way I can watch the boys like this! ...And I'm scared."


He was already getting ready for work, and had planned to come home early to go with me to see the doctor. He held my hand, "You're going to be alright."

I had been seeing the doctor pretty frequently, at least every week. But this constant pain was cresting, and the lack of sleep didn't help.

He looked at my eyes and knew I was serious. I needed him here. Today.

"I'll e-mail my secretary that I'll be working from home."

Somehow that alone made me breathe easier. My body returned to bed, my spirit pleaded to God. I needed Him too.


That all happened exactly one year ago.

Just one year ago.

I cannot believe an entire year has passed.

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One year ago....


Little Sweet Pea was born!
And so, we celebrate!
We light a single candle and hold hands,
offering thanks,
and asking the Lord to bless this little child.

Family and friends gather around to watch the sparkle in her eyes,


to share in her contagious laughter,

to hold her close.

Dear Little One,
Know that you truly are a source of joy!
We love you so very, very much!
Happy 1st Birthday Sweet Pea!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Lord's Prayer


"Pray, then, in this way:

'Our Father who art in heaven,

Hallowed be Thy name.

Thy kingdom come.

Thy will be done,

on earth as it is in heaven.


Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.

And do not lead us into temptation,

but deliver us from evil.

For Thine is the kingdom,

and the power, and the glory,

forever.

Amen.



Matthew 6:9-13
Picture: Light in the pecan orchard at the White's homeplace.